Supra Caput Meum

I want to become
That of which you hate,
Push the boundaries to see
How expendable I truly am.
It’s not that I believe in the cause,
But just that I want to show you
That I am me, and see
If that’s too much for you to handle.

You see, it only hurts this bad
Because I love you.
And I want to know
If you feel it too, equally.
For I am willing to move mountains for you…
But would you move them for me?

It’s not in the example provided,
But just the principle of the thing.
If I were to deny you that of what you wish,
Would you really end it just like that?
I wonder, then, what I am worth to you.
How healthy are we together
If I live in this fear of your judgement?
Because I know I can’t give you what you want.

In the end, it’s just....
Can we really be together, without me
Losing the essence of myself?